# 2 # ARTFULL BEGINNING….ARTLESS END

ARTFULL BEGINNING….ARTLESS END

It was getting difficult to hold it all inside my jaundiced heart so I am writing it down. Its 3.am right now and I m wide awake…. Today I had a wild chase with sleep…n I failed miserably ….. and it happened right after that dream……. That nightmare which freaked the hell out of me…
I was so helpless….. innocently speechless…… soaked in tears….. coz my beloved was leaving me forever….. I wanted to stop her….but I couldn’t even say sorry….. coz see was so annoyed that…
She wasn’t even looking at my face…… I helplessly watched her….watched her ruin my life without saying a single word…………….after all it was me who was the culprit…… I was gasping for air … almost choking… when I got up from my sleep…. When Looked around i realised that it was just a dream.. a bad dream……
This all happened in dream…. But its my daydream too, this could well be a possibility…. When she will get to know about my multicolored past… which I have been hiding from her till now….but I can stop this from happening… I still have a chance…I will go myself and will unveil everything….. after that she may or may not leave me….. but atleast I will be a relieved man….. I kept myself tossing up in bed whole night….all the while I was thinking…what to do ….how to do.. where to begin with???
Finally, I ended up dialling her number… @ 5.30 am in the morning…………………..before I proceed further… I must tell u my name is ABHAY…. N dis girl is AKSHATA…. I fondly call her ‘akku’..
Akku : hulloo……!!
Abhay : good morning baby….!! U were sleeping or what??
Akku : abbii baby… do u think I m watchman…..huh
Abhay : oh….. m so sorry…….my Watch woman……
Akku : shut up…!! U mean….pervert… what made u call me at this hour..?
Abhay : well that I cant tell you right now….. actually I wanna meet u today ASAP…
Akku : we meet almost everyday.. whats the big deal then ?
Abhay : but today its different…tell me when I can come n pick u up?
Akku : ohh sexy…. Come pick me up right away…. I m burning with your mere thought….
Abhay : hey.. stop being filmy… I m serious.
Akku : okk okk mystry man…come pick me up @ 11…
Abhay : ok… I will b there by 11,, but make sure that u r ready by then.. because I cant stand your watchman with ‘’I m goin to eat u’’ look for long. He behaves as if I m dating his wife….
Akku : okk my parmeshwar… now please lemme sleep….bye bye…
Abhay : bye honey… sleep well .
[Now I have to go ahead with my plan…. First I need to call my office…. My boss will have a short circuit in brain when he will get to know that.. I m not coming today,,,but who cares….]
[Finally it was 11… and I was right there before time……………………………………………………………………….]

Abhay : oho someone is looking damn too sexy today….!!
Akku : thanks….finally you had time to look @ me….
Anyways whats matter with u?were u sleeping with your shit faced bald boss last night?
Sorry…!!! But u r looking quite messed up…
Abhay : yes… I haven’t slept the whole night…
Akku : there u go… that means u actually were with your boss.. my doubt was right… I m so clever.
Abhay : will u please shut up…!!
Akku : okk ok then lemme guess….. u just found out that u are impotent… n that is what u r goin to talk about right now….. if this is the case,, please don’t worry,, I m way too deep in love with you ,, n for that I can manage with an impotent man….
Abhay : heyy…I know u r taking revenge….. coz I woke u up @ 5.30 am in the morning…. But don’t u realise it may be something important…..
Akku : areey nai baba…. Nothing like that… u have all rights in the world to wake me up at any point of time….i was just trying to cheer u up….
Abhay : ok… then lets go somewhere….
Akku : lets go to your apartment… I haven’t cooked for u for a long time now…
Abhay : okk… but we will talk first haan…
Akku : my goodness……. Ok we will talk first….
Lemme reach there….. I will rape u first.

[During our way back to my apartment…. I was silent ,sensing a storm I was going to bring about in our lives just few moments later…. N meanwhile she too perhaps guessed that something was horrendously wrong ………
But she kept her cool,, like any girl does in tough situations.and she kept trying, to make me feel normal. After reaching ,,,,,she straightaway rushed to the kitchen… n asked if I wanted tea or coffe….i followed her upto the kitchen………realising that I was tensed, she holded me in her arms…..n asked what it was that’s botering me……]
Abhay : I had a bad dream tonight…. A scary one…. I saw u were leaving me … forever….
Akku : is that bothering you? I thought u trusted me….
Abhay : no,,, actually there is something which can make you do so…. N since I can not afford to loose you… I have decided that I will let you know everything… I cant keep it in my heart anymore, its killing me.
Akku : I cant believe this…. U kept a secret…….[n she went speechless]
Abhay : I m sorry but…. I did it….. but now I will face it… u may decide later on what to do…
Akku : okk… go on… I don’t have a choice….
Abhay : 10 years ago I wasn’t the same person that I m today..
With the onset of my teenage… things became beautiful.. biologically beautiful. I believe I was born with some extra shot of testosterone in my blood. Those days,, I had a feeling for every beautiful girl I knew, I wanted to date them n mate them…..there had been times when I dated 3 girls at a single time,, n was emotionally available for even next one …. I was just so casual about all this…
But something happened…. Something seriously wrong … which changed my world n me completely…
Akku : n what was that something….
Abhay : there was a girl “ summer “… she loved me …n loved me lik crazy…we were in a relationship for almost 7 long years,,,, on one side her love for me grew with each passing day & on other side my fears… coz I never loved her. I don’t know what made me stuck to that relationship for so long, but I did it.i m a damn good liar n I have an extra fertile imagination.. to back it up… so I was never caught….. she never had any idea that I was cheating on her.
One day she told me that she was going to introduce myself to her family members.though I promised but I dindnt turn up……………………………………………………………………………………………..
And it cleared everything off in her mind,she realised it all…n she didn’t ask me anything.. she just left the scene without uttering a single word………
And this is what killed me inside…. Coz feelings are best expressed when they are left unexpressed. She should have yelled over me, should have abused me…. But she simply did nothing…. And my guilt kept on rising and rising…….
Things started flashing in my mind….. all those beautiful hearts that I broke for no reason. I started having nightmares ,, all of them used to come in my dreams n used to abuse me,, spit at me…I spent a series of sleepless nights.i realized how sick n what a jerk I was…………………………………………………….
Reality downed upon my mind, n I wanted to change.so,, for 3 long years I kept myself in seclusion, away from everything. No girls, no cellphone, no social networking sites, no parties…….. I simply worked for my own future…. N took care of my family.
It took me three years to figure out what I wanted with life…… what type of job, girl, life….. blah blah,,,
I got my job. I repaired personal relationships which I had forgotten over time. N then u happened to me.the most beautiful thing ever happened to me. I saw you n I was sure that yes you are the one. You are the one with whom I can spend rest of my life, holding hand in hand, without looking at any other thing, any other girl……. N I have maintained it …. N I promise to maintain it till the end of time…….but its upto u to decide.

Akku : yes definitely….now I have to decide…{she had a rock solid expression over face and eyes were filled tears.}

[She said dose words n she simply walked out……and it was happening for the second time…. She should have said something……….
She should have yelled at me, she should have abused me.. but she said nothing……………………….
I felt as if my heart stopped beating…but I deserved all this,, this is something called ‘’nemesis””
i.e; Natures punishment, you break a million heart n a single heartbreak would finish your world.
I should have realised that a 3 year of seclusion, wouldn’t make me a saint,, I would be judged by what I did,, and what I did was a sin. N I m a sinner by all angles of imagination ………………………………
I was every inch responsible for where I have brought myself into.
With all these constipated feelings n overpouring emotions…. I kept myself locked up in my room for 3 long days… finally my door bell rang.
I opened the door and I found my akku…. Carrying a big bag……………………….i was standing there puzzled …didn’t know what to say……she pushed herself inside……]

Akku : sorry for being so late to announce my decision…… though I made it then and there that day itself…… but you know such decisions are for lifetime………. So……………… i………………………
Abhay :I understand,, its obvious for you…… but where are you going with this bag. Even if you will stay in this city I wouldn’t bother you.
Akku : I m not going anywhere…………. I have just moved in here to live with you… for ever.
Samjhe lalluuu………….
Abhay : [didn’t believe his ears….]
What? What did you just say? That means you are not leaving me…?
Akku : yes…..how can I leave you. Though it’s a black and white no brainer that flirting is wrong…. But I cant judge you by what you were….. what you are is more important to me.
Akku : all my life I wished to marry someone who is clear about his thoughts, emotions and feelings….and that day with your confession you made it loud and clear that no matter what comes in life you will always be on my side………………….n do you think I will let go of you….
You never loved those girls, because I m the lucky one, I m destined to get you………………………..
Lets get married honey…!!!
Abhay : r u sure?
Akku : sure……..right away sir…!! You can see I already left my home.
[Both of them holds eachother n cries together….. as if they haven’t met for years………………..]
Akku : before that, I need to ask you one thing..
Abhay : what?
Akku : {with a notorious smile}
Do you need to get HIV test done,I mean I cant risk my life………..
Abhay : shut up…… I know I was bad, but I wasn’t a vampire….. I just played n penetrated hearts …nothing else…………..[smiles]
Akku : uh swetu……………..[gives him a tight hug n both of them bursts into a laughter……………]

# 1 # my first story....

hey i m posting my first story.... completed it in around n hour or so nd since its first so its not goin to be my best ...so hope u all will give me benefit of doubt in case u dont li it.....here it goes

When plan went awry…..
Whats d biggest day in a boy’s life ?
His b’dy?
Graduation day?
…………………………………………….
No…its his girlfriend’s b’day.
N its true for all those boys who are neck deep in love…..wid their so called beloved.
I know a couple,,deeply in love,,a perfect amorous couple .
Manish…..n d lady is dimple.

Manish is very excited….no its not anything to do with him…its his sweety’s b’dy next week. He has been thinking n thinking for quite some time now,but hasn’t managed to come up wid his final plan to make it a grand one….he is so helpless…
no he do have a long list of friends… but all of them are next to being useless…but none can complain…. Coz if u r studyin in an all boys college….. d whole concept of love seems to be so foreign….so these supercharged alpha males….without any experience of love ,areof no gud use…..in that sense manish is so lucky….he has one n he has the best one….
But he has to come up with his plan soon… coz he already overheard dimple speakin to her friend…about how he was supposed to make this b’dy of her a most special one….
Yes….internet..u get all d solution dere….he jumped..n googled “ how to impress a girl on her b’dy”.
N what he got…” a million dozen crazy ideas about how to make someone pregnant….”
But dis man is no dumbass….he kept on thinking…… n finally decided to go the traditional way……
Beautiful Boquet-> lovely card-> romantic movie -> dinner-.> n a surprise gift.
His imagination is on fool swing….he checked n cross checked his plans ….. so funny… I don’t think that even the dumbest can ever forget such a simple..thing…
Another real task was..how to corner out friends…. Damn he mistakenly spilled out dis b’dy episode to them….n instead of helping him out with d plan,,,, they started planning out their own party…
N manish couldn’t refuse…afterall he is d one with a lady on his side…. N it was pretty easy…. A bottle of romonov..is more than enough to make them dance[ ironically in their respective rooms… celebratin fren’s gf’s b’dy….]
So …finally d day came.. and manish all pumped up…got up as early as 5.30 am, shaved twice, bathed thrice…. N changed clothes like a new born baby does…. Obviously for some other important reasons.
And by d grace of god….d day started well..d way it was planned. Everything was going well until that scene came in d movie(which they were watching together hand in hand)……. It changed d stage.so, now onwards ,,,I m going to present both manish n dimple in real conversation mode…….
[Dimple suddenly raises from her seat… n signled manish to follow her………it took manish by complete surprise…. As if he was just pulled off from deep sleep……. He was freezed in his seat.. unable to decide…what to do….]
Manish : what? Where r u going? Movie isn’t finished as yet……!!
Dimple : plz don’t ask mea nything,,, now we r not watching this movie anymore…
Manish : not watching dis…………… y ? I mean………………what happened?
Dimple : trust me I have a damn important thing to discuss,,,,
Manish : right now ,,, r u sure?i mean it can b done later on…I have spent a lot of money for dis
Corner seat….
Dimple : oh…. Money !! is that so !! okk den I m going.you better enjoy your movie n your corner
Seat….GOOOD BYE!!
[ manish realized what a big mistake it was… how can he… he shouldn’t have mentioned money… but there was no way back….. he was fumed over himself… he shouldnt have said that without knowing d matter….. so he got up n simply followed her….]
{they kept walking for a while… without uttering a single word……. Meanwhile manish was busy figuring out what it was in that movie scene which propelled her to take such a step……}
Manish : hey, honey you were to say something….!!
Dimple : yupp !!
Manish : your silence is killing me …plz… tell me whats d matter.
Dimple : look manish I just realized that even a perfect love happens between two people who r not perfect…coz none is perfect…………………………………………………….[silence]
Manish : so?
Dimple : so .. what do you think about it…I mean about me…..?
Manish : man ,,, dis is it,,, dis is why u have screwed dis whole plan….
{he gave a look, as if he has accidently smelled shit}
Dimple : ……………………………[silently walks]
[Manish realized its her b’dy today and things should not go dis way….. so he decided to break d ice ]
Manish : what sort of qus is that baby… I mean none is perfect,, not even me,, none around is perfect….
Dimple : I know all dis,,, but I am talking about myself honey…don’t u see dat.
Manish : sweety u too r a human being…and no human being on dis earth is perfect……
Now please don’t ask me …. What exactly is not perfect with you. Because I m no good to ans this qus.
Dimple : { gave a surprised look}….. do u mean to say that….u don’t even bother to know about your
Girlfriend.
Manish : hey common .. I don’t mean dat.
Dimple : I know what u mean. U r no less than other boys….
Manish : heyy I m sorry…. But its lik so damn difficult a thing for me. Honey there may be a dozen odd things about u… but I just happen to love them all…
Dimple : well thats really sweet of u manish….but I really wanna know… there must be atleast a single thing about me which u would like to change about me…
[manish realized he was in a deep trouble…..on one side he cant hurt his gf…n other side it was she herself, who is making him do so….. how can he say anything….. infact he really liked her every single thing… never found anything… odd… even if there are some… he just luv them all]
Manish : honey…. If dis is it… den I must say… I would like to change your name……..
Dimple : name……………. my name…….u mean u don’t like my name………
My god!! I cant believe dis…..she started sobbing uncontrollably
[Manish felt himself in deep shit….. how come he could make her sob her on her b’dy…….. but he couldn’t figure out what to say..]
Manish : sorry sweety… please don’t cry…. Otherwise I will start crying… will it look nice.. a boy crying
Dimple : u know what happens to be the first thing..which I really liked in you….. it was your name……Its ur name which excites me to the seventh sky…it brings up the whole innocent face of u
Live in my mind……and I m like ecstatic……no matter how worse d situation is around.these few words hold no less importance than a god to me.
And u…….. u don’t like my name…… I mean how u can even fall in love with a girl… whose very first thing that u got to know, u dint like…….
I m feeling like someone has been fooling around me…… ………… oh god…..
[n what followed was a pool of tears….. both of them were sobbing……………………….finally manish realised dat he has to speak, he cant let this day end like this.]
Manish : hey….i m sorry..but dis is not what I meant…I never felt that your name is outdated.. I
never hesitated to mention your name to any of my friend or anyone……its just a little secret of me…. Which made me say that I want to change your name.
[dimple was heartbroken…she kept sobbing….]
Manish : please stop crying …for my sake ..please…. u know while I was growing up… I always was a
shy kid.. always hesitated to talk to any girl….. I never had a girlfriend…. But I was a boy
within… I used to envy everyone around who were in love….so much so that even one sided love stories used to be quite frustrating for me……there was no way out… slowly I started to fancy about my girl my dream girl….. who would just come n will change my world. I gave her a name, gave her an identity… gave her everything that made her real in my imagination. I even used to talk to her for hours n hours…. N I promised her that if any girl would come in my life I will give her dat name…. so that I can actually feel that see has been with me all dese years…. Then u came in my life. I m so thankful to god for that.
U changed all d meanings of my life… u r d one.. who is my dreamgirl. I always wanted to give you that name….. so that I can give u all my past life, when u was not with me.
[ dimple was so touced to hear all this that, she couldn’t utter a single word… she just came forward n hugged him tight n both of them kept crying for a while…..]
Dimple : oh my god !!
Why , u dint tell me that before.
I m so lucky to have you in my life,I cant believe u love me so much.
Manish : thank god…. U know it now…..
Don’t u want to know…what dat name is?
Dimple : oh ya… please tell me, I m dieing to hear that…. It would be d most amazing b’dy gift of my life….
Manish : all dose years when u wasn’t with me…. I used to call u ANGEL…. My angel…..
Dimple : oh dats so so sweet…..
Manish : is it so….. its because I m d cutest boy in d world……..i bet.
Dimple : yes u r d cutest one n I m d luckiest girl in d world …………….. thanks for being there in my life.
N to make my life ………………life.