RESTLESS....!!!

Chanchal sa……mera mann

bujha bujha sa hai….

Sharir bhi aaj thak gaya hai…………………

Aankhon ne kisi udherbun mein… neend kho diya hai.

Aaj…..

En aankhon mein …….

Na koi sajish hai……

Na koi khwahish hai…..

Na bandish hai…na farmayish hai…..!!

Sapne dekhne ko bekarar hai….

Pad hamein abb nind ka intzaar hai…!!

Yeh kaisi raat hai…kali raat hai….

Raat chup chap hai……..

Na koi badal hai na barshat hai………

Sochta hun…

Na savera zald ho…..

Na raat aisey katey….

yeh raat aisey katey….

Ki hamein savere ka intzaar na ho….

Raat lambi ho…aur uss lambi raat mein unka didar ho…..!!

Dil mein ek dhun ho…

Aur uss dhun mein mein apna sansaar ho….

pyar ho…. Aur Hamein uss pyar se bhi pyar ho….!!

you made my day...!!

Last ten days .. I am living alone…….

Scanned everything……that’s going…..and has gone…………!!

I am happy that I have a reason to smile,,for everything I did…

At times I was cool and brilliant….

But mostly….i was silly and stupid..!!

I was wrong with some …..

Some were wrong to me….

But the “wrong” is done now…….

AS ..everyday I pray for forgiveness and fresh energy…

Now when I look ahead….

i have nothing wrong in mind……

Coz….things have unwinded beautifully ,,,

And there is nothing to unwind..

Now… I promise to be a true man…..

promise to be a learner………..

promise to me a true son……

I may not near “ideal”….but I promise to be a true one…

But even today I have something to confess…..

And Its real…..m not trying to make “u” impress……

I have never had guts to say…….

But u have always made my day…..

Bcoz…. Whenever u smile…….

Even for a while……your beautiful smile………you make my day,,,

And still I don’t have guts to say……..!!!!!

i knw y....

I should have been sleeping in my cozy bed…..

I should have been in night dress…. & help me “Destress”…

Should have been in a bus rightnow…..on the way to Delhi….

Should have had my dinner….instead of pressing my “belly”.

But I decided to torch up some old silly things….

Don’t know why I played this broken string….

I feel like crazy ……………

I feel like shy………………

No no its not madness……I know its "why"….!!

WHENEVER I SEE U...

Whenever I see you…………………I see a poem in making
Short,yet full of meanings.
Whenever I see you…………………I see a river …flowing…
Bounded yet independent.
Whenever I see you…………………I see a breeze blowing..
Gentle and full of life.
Whenever I see you…………………there is a question in mind..
How unlucky those are,who are blind.
Whenever I see you…………………I see a god’s creation….
Something goes even beyond perfection.
Whenever I see you…………………even sky seems finite.
Whenever I see you…………………even fire seems less bright.
Whenever I see you…………………I see the world in your eyes.
And Whenever I see my world……there’s you in my eyes……!!